Post by Saïx on Jun 11, 2019 10:30:52 GMT -6
Years RPing: 84
Slot Used: character slot (located on my ooc account)
How You Found Us: down the yellow brick road
Birthday: June 1 2019
Species: arctic x dire x grey wolf
Height: 29 inches
Weight: 165 pounds
Coat Color: Pure white with subtle pink tones located around his nose/lips, ears, and paw pads
Eye Color: Light pink
Health Issues: Photophobia - Sensitivity to light
Other Information: Albino
Mental Stability: Sane
Saïx history unlike most pups is black and white - from the beginning both of his parents had a very real understanding that there would be no love stemming from this conception. In fact it was purely for the purpose of reproducing, of adding to a bloodline. His father Xerxes, Centurion of Kairos, had a rather lengthy history that which consisted of years of experience behind him on the war front. He was a male that demanded things and most often he got them. Hela had set guidelines that she went by, a moral code perhaps. She in her own way was perhaps as brutal as Xerxes could be. She was a strong mother to have but she believed very whole-heartedly in only the strong survive and the weak could easily be cast aside. From the very beginning this instilled the fear of abandonment in the albino male, he was the last born in his liter and felt that he had a lot more to lose than the rest of his siblings. Failure could simply not be an option for him and if he fell short from their expectations he immediately felt a sense of guilt. He would turn into a selfless male (to a fault of course) and would help his siblings to the best of his abilities, though it was not often that he would go without making his comments. Always watching, always speculating, Saïx has always felt the need to be judge and jury however unlike his father he could not be an executioner. A moral code of his own the albino pup would always believe that he would never be able to deal the ax of death and instead yields his own form of justice - he would have no problem beating an adversary to a bloody pulp however his short coming would be that he could not delve a final blow. Perhaps that would be an issue for him as he would grow but only the future could show whether or not it would hinder him alongside his siblings and the other pups of Kairos.
Personality:Charming. Snarky. Selfless (to a fault). Distrusting. Fear of abandonment. High desire for justice. Brutal. Angry. Guilty. Intelligent.
Righteous to a fault, Saïx is always putting the needs of others before himself. He’s incredibly selfless and would absolutely give his life in order to protect someone he thinks needs him – something that has come close to happening on more than one occasion. He has a large desire for justice to befall those who have committed wrongs, and when he feels like their punishment wasn’t enough, he will absolutely attempt to dole out his own punishment. When dealing with these individuals he tends to get rather brutal and do his best to beat them as bloody as he can. However, his strict morals prevent him from killing, as he feels like that is not his decision to make.
When not intent on being judge, jury, and executioner, Saïx can be incredibly charming and friendly. He would never harm a hair on the pelt of someone innocent, and instead often plays up his albinism to paint himself as harmless. With those he knows very well Saïx can even get quite snarky and contrary, though all in good fun. However he has issues trusting others, and as such doesn’t want them to know what he’s capable of until he gets to know them and their intentions better. Fear of abandonment also runs deep in his bones, from the mindset that he believes most wolves that will come into his life will leave him, so he often doesn’t let others get to know him completely before he pushes them away.
Guilt is something that he has known for a long time, even as a young child. Every trouble that befalls him is something that he takes as a personal failure, which can sometimes get exhausting to be around. As such, he keeps these feelings to himself until he just can’t handle it anymore. When feelings get to be too much, Saïx' anger issues tend to be how he resolves them, which is what leads to him taking matters into his own paws and going out beating on those he feels deserve it. Saïx is quite intelligent though, and doesn’t just leap into battle blindly and instead tends to formulate a plan to stick to. He is quite adaptable when the situation calls for it, however he’d rather think things through than just play it by ear.